Writes..."Incomplete"

worked on this as a collaboration in 2013. thought it'd materialize into something...

““is it weird i’m thinking about her this early
not in the day, i mean in our relationship?
my mind, filled with so many thoughts of a girlie,
don’t know if i’m falling or i’ve already tripped
is it too soon to say i feel feelings for her?
is “i want to feel her” a thing too soon to say?
i’d tell her right now except i would prefer,
first knowing for certain that she feels the same way”

“pick it up, put it down; urge to call, why so soon?
has he now consumed my mind? wow! how could this be?
butterfly am i, now released from past cocoon
i feel like i'm feeling him feeling me, does he?
feel the need to quinch my sexual desires,
yet i'm cautious; will we maintain more than one night?
feelin’ like i’m on cloud nine, could we go higher?
now there’s no time for games, will he get it right?”

“but say this woman is actually “feeling” me,
more than a touch, ‘though i imagine her touch more;
my mind views scenes of us together willingly,
where we ponder what willing hands may have in store
what if the phrase means she thinks to offer a place;
a piece of her heart deemed worthy for me to live?
then i’d not hesitate to occupy the space,
if residence were a gift she’d readily give””

...but this was it.