"i asked her if she wanted any more kids, because i know she has kids and knowing a woman with kids wants more kids is kinda important to me, especially after my last few relationships. and she says only if she were having my kids. ummm...ok, i'm skeptical now; this isn't the first time i'd heard that from a woman. so i ask her if she wants to have my kids because i don't have any kids or because she thinks i will be a good father to her kids and am hit with silence...well, a pause, but in my eyes they're the same thing. she answer both and i tell her thanks but no thanks, i don't need her doing me any favors. this isn't the first time a woman has said that to me either. if you have kids and you don't want any more, i get it, believe me. if you decided you'd had enough and are done, i understand but if you don't want any more kids, don't say you want to have my kids. don't want more to placate me because of what i want.
i want kids, preferably some that are half-me; i want someone who wants the same."
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