January 3, 2011

Writes..."My Love Reciprocated"



"i'd be lying if i said i understand how other people "love" because i really don't. i only know know how i love and i put everything i am into loving another person. and though i find comfort in the belief that there are others who love as hard as i do, it's difficult for me to comprehend when that kind of love is directed towards me. sometimes i wonder if i'm worthy of the kind of love that i profess to have for another; sometimes even telling myself that i'm not. what have i, brian wilson, done to deserve such a love? and then i remember that someone loving another person isn't based on any great act they may perform; we love because the capacity for loving another person and the need for having that love reciprocated is in all of us. i once said, "i love because i don't know how not to" and i believe that. so maybe when she says she loves me it isn't because of anything i can do or have done for her; other than love her as hard as i can, with everything i am. maybe it's because she realizes in her heart that loving me means having her love reciprocated."

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