"r.i.p. pops. i miss talking to you, always knew you'd cut the bullshit and keep it real. sometimes i think about the last time i saw you and wonder if things would've been different if i had moved back to akron. i tell people this and they say i shouldn't blame myself but i do. i should've come back. i write this on your birthday to say you were like my second father and i love you man. and i'm sorry."
"i wrote this one year ago today, as a tribute to my godfather on his birthday. one year later and i still don't feel any better about what happened or him not being here today with us."
Cannot think about the what ifs and should haves. You gotta know that what you did was best for you at the moment and that things happen for a reason. Sometimes at the wrong time but it is what it is. It'll be okay
ReplyDeleteThanks Nattie.
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