Re-Writes..."A Love Decision"

"girl number one i want to love
does she want to love me
and if she had my love would she
place no one above me

she doesn't like that i don't talk
don't express my feelings
but if she only knew i hurt
pain of my revealings

girl number two i need to love
does she need to love me
and when we talking of finding love
is she thinking of me

i don't know, she doesn't tell
afraid of broken heart
but hidden truths and secret lies
are tearing us apart

girl number three i have to love
does she have to love me
and when she pens her unsaid thoughts
is she writing of me

our pasts the same and she'll agree
no one's as close to her
but if fate has brought us here then
i already knew her

who do i pick, which will i love
will they choose to love me
and will i be their greatest love
no one else above me

maybe it's none, maybe someone
of whom i've yet to find
but with decisions hard to make
and rattling my mind

but of the three, the third's the now
the one that i like most
with openness and faith we'll have
a love that we can boast

our future's here, our time to shine
i think we'll make it last
because we know that it was fate
that's made our heartache past

she's the one i want, one i need
the one i have to have
for a shoulder on which to cry
or one to share a laugh

but does she feel the same for me
and are her feelings true
'cause when she says those words to me
it makes me feel anew"

4-8-00