"even in those first seconds of the realization of my leaving, i am overwhelmed by a sense of loneliness, a sudden rush of feelings of solitude. thoughts of abandonment, despair, hopelessness. wondering what makes me feel this way. why does distance bring about pain? i miss you then. at your front door, kissing you while you're barefoot. holding you in my arms. enjoying one last moment with you before i left. i miss you now. at the bus station terminal. sitting. watching the second hand, tick, tick, tick, on the wall above me. seconds pass. minutes. and my heart longs for you. and my thoughts remain frozen to our last encounter together. my lips on yours, our bodies as one, forever captured in an instant in time. and i am startled from these thoughts with the conclusion that i will continue to miss you until we are reunited and you are once again in my arms."
sometime in '00 or '01, was writing on loose sheets of paper and wasn't dating them.
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