Re-Writes..."Bad Attitude"

“why are you mad at me? i didn’t even do anything wrong. i’m not talking to you. we’re not a couple. we’re just friends, right? but when i spend a couple of hours talking to somebody else, you want to get an attitude and blow a perfectly good friendship. because i didn’t make that time, time for us. but we’re only friends, right? and didn’t we spend the whole week together. i spent more time with you than i did with my own family. and just because i spent that time with someone else. i don’t even think you wanted to spend that time with me. time that you were spending with more of our friends. you just didn’t want me with another girl. jealous? you shouldn’t be. we don’t go together. i think you like me. i keep hearing things like that from our friends, but mostly, your friends. but you said not to believe them, it wasn’t true. so what’s with the attitude? if you can’t stand to see me talking to another girl, say something. but i know this isn’t going to happen. i know we both have problems expressing our feelings to others. but ask yourself this. is this worth ruining a great friendship? i don’t think so. but again i say, we’re not a couple. because you’ve never declared your feelings for me, so i pretend not to know. and i don’t have to explain what i was doing with this other girl. but because i don’t want to be confrontational, i’ll say i was just getting to know this girl a little better. just realizing how similar we are. shy and quiet. introverted and brooding. taking the time to get know someone who has the same social problems as me. so maybe she’ll begin to talk to others, maybe be included in our group. become familiar with the other young adults in the church. why? because someone once did the same thing for me. and that may the only reason i even talked to you. oh, and just in case you were wondering, it wasn’t you.”

sometime in '00 or '01, i don't remember the exact date.