“i’m writing this down because it’s easier for me than actually saying it to you. i wonder what you think of me. or what you think of my desire for you. do you know how much i want you in my life? how much i want us to work? i only hope that you see how sincere i am. that i’m not playing any games. there shouldn’t be any games in relationships. and that i don’t say things i don’t mean. i think you know that i’d rather not say anything at all then lie about my feelings. so believe this. i only hope i can be everything you want in a man, everything you deserve. romantic, loving, nurturing. because i know that only the best is good enough for you. but i’m sure you’ve already realized that. do you think i’m that person? the perfect one for you? i hope you do. and i hope i am. because i want to be the first thing on your mind in the morning when you wake up. the last thing you think about before you go to sleep. the reason you can’t concentrate in school, why your mind wanders at home, what you dream about at night. then you’ll know how it feels. you’ll know how it feels to be me. to be totally taken by someone. totally captivated by them. that’s what you do to me. that’s how i feel about you.”
sometime in '00 or '01, i don't remember the exact date.
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