“i killed them all. what other choice did i have? they knew. they knew the secrets that i’d tried to bury deep within myself. they knew about the past that i’d tried to forget. so i killed them. i couldn’t let the unknown truth about me get out. my cover would have been blown and i would have had to leave. like every time before when my identity was discovered and people started to whisper. and i like it here. so fuck them. they served their purpose. they lived their lives. sons, daughters, husbands, wives, brothers, sisters. but they had to die, so i could live. with peace of mind. even if it is in this twisted mind of mine.”
sometime in '00 or '01, i don't remember the exact date.
Why I Blog...?
"a friend told me i should get a blog. apparently people want to know what i’m thinking. well, i think love. and i think romance. i think about guys that neglect their woman’s need for passion and know that i’ll always be a commodity because of it. just yesterday a woman wrote me she liked something i’d written and how she wanted me to understand why she gushed over my words. to understand that people just didn’t write or say things like i’d written to her. and as i was reading her words how sad it made me feel. sad because i know she has someone in her life. but i had to let her know right then. that was something i wasn’t trying to understand. i never want to be that lame. if i ever acted like love and romance weren’t my life, i’d be a lame ass man. i told her that even though i may not be the best man i can be yet, i took solace in the fact that i don’t have any problem letting my girl know that i wouldn’t be shit without her love and support. and how only a lame ass man doesn’t treat his queen like a queen. i needed her to understand that. so i’ll say it again. i think love. and i think romance. passion is my religion, what i write is the gospel. so you ask why am i blogging? gotta spread the word."
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